this song explains my life right now

Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I’vd let you down
don’t you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way
it’s easy let it go…
Adia I’m empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong
there’s no one left to finger
there’s no one here to blame
there’s no one left to talk to, honey
and there ain’t no one to buy our innocence
‘cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it’s easy, we all FALTER
but does it matter?
Adia I thought that we could make it
I know I can’t change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
a friend who won’t betray
pull you from your tower
take away your pain
show you all the beauty you possess
if you’d only let yourself believe that
we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it’s easy, we all FALTER,
but does it matter?

I don’t remember you looking any better
But then again, I don’t remember you

I’m over it
Yeah behind me now
I’m just over it
Over it
Yeah I’m finding out
I’m just over it
No I don’t know what’s over just yet
But I won’t go slow and time can let the mind forget
Don’t tell me you don’t know
Already
Don’t tell me you let go
Already
Don’t tell me you don’t know

But if I can’t swim after forty days
and my mind is crushed by the crashing waves
Lift me up so high that I cannot fall
Lift me up
Lift me up - when I’m falling
Lift me up - I’m weak and I’m dying
Lift me up - I need you to hold me
Lift me up - Keep me from drowning again

And I’m sure that I am tangled up in things you said out loud to me
So recklessly,
And it’s easier to sing the things I wanna say to you,
So I’ll sing, you’re losing me my love,
You’re losing me my love,
Are you losing me my love?

I know you have a little life in you yet.
I know you have a lot of strength left.
I know you have a little life in you yet.
I know you have a lot of strength left.
I should be crying, but I just can’t let it go,
I should be hoping, but I can’t stop thinking
Of all the things we should’ve said,
That were never said.
All the things we should’ve done,
But we never did.
And All the things that you needed from me.
And All the things that you wanted for me.
And all the things I should have done,
But I didn’t.

Don’t wanna kiss
Don’t wanna touch
Just smoke my cigarette and hush
Don’t call my name
Don’t call my name

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown?
I’ll never know why
It’s coming down

I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it’s nothing to me
Baby, you’re the only light I ever saw
I’ll make the most of all the sadness
You’ll be a bitch because you can
You try to hit me just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
Because you can’t understand

Math is running through my head
Wondering if she’s dead
Did she say a quarter past
The hands can’t move too fast
Stop to think and look within
Ordinary sins
Think you must have heard her wrong
‘Cause she wasn’t gone that long
Where did you go?
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Where did you go?
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Where did you go?
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Looking lost into the night
She’s gonna lose this fight
He’ll just say the job ran late
His solitary fate
Stop to drink come wrinkled chin
Ordinary sins
Think you must have heard him wrong
‘Cause he wasn’t gone that long
Where did you go?
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Where did you go?
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Where did you go?
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Who’s somebody?
Who’s someone?
Who’s somebody?
Who’s someone?
Who’s somebody?
Who’s somebody?
Where did you go?
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Where did you go?
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Where did you go?
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Oh, I don’t wanna know
Oh, I don’t wanna know